I'm sitting here again
After the light and laughter
In the darkness and emptiness
Wondering what would happen in future..
This room was once filled with light
Which I thought would be forever
Had gone with a blink of the eyes
Bring with him all the laughter..
I sit an stare at the closed door
Hoping it would open again
And another light will come
Offer his hand to take me away..
Yet the door never open
So I wonder why the light only for short time
Why God send them to me
If they're not meant to stay..
Those in the light rooms told me
Patient Katrina patient
God knows what best for you
He will send someone better to you..
I doubt is there anyone better
Cause so far no one seems to care
Should i still believe He will bring him back
To stay with me for the rest of the day..
Or is it fate
That I will stay in this room, broken inside
Don't know what to think, what t believe
How I wish I could stand up and fight..
Every time I'd convince myself
I'm strong enough to fight the darkness
Every single time He will give me a light
That in the end make me weak again..
The I sit an stare
At the door that will never open
Hear nothing but the sound of my tears
Dropping on the empty floor..
Should I keep my hope
Should I believe in Him
Should I rely on Him
To bring the light back to me..
He the one who make me believe
With all the signs and prays He grant
Yet one day He shut the light off
Left me with nothing at all..
This is not very good poem i wrote many months ago..just want to keep it here for memory. :-)
