Dear Syam..
Its been a while since i last wrote to you..almost 10 years now you've gone..but, i can't really stop thinking about you.
Last week, i spend whole week reading your emails again. Then, i realize..i was wrong to believe that i have found someone to take your place in my heart. No one can actually take your place. I did what u ask me to do..open my heart to someone else..let other man taste sweetness of my love..that's what u said to me in your last email. I did it..i did it for you..and..turn out you were wrong. I shouldn't open it to someone else..they all are just a waste of time. Only you can understand me..only you can love me..only you can accept me the way i am.
Reading your email, i came to my senses. There is no one else i love in this world. You are the only one..even, we nevet met, never call, never actually see each other..but i love you. Some would say i am stupid..some would say i have lost my mind..but, tell you what..i dont care. I dont care what they say..
I know how you feel about me..you made it clear as crystal. Yet, He, who live upstairs wont allow us to be together. Never mind..i dont mind being alone, loving you from here..i know people think its pathetic but i'm cool with this. I know no matter what i say..no matter what i did..no matter how much tears fall, He wouldn't care. He never want to let us be happy together. So..let us play our role.
Your pic..this is the only pic of you that i have. not even half of you.. :-) yet, this can make me smile. I feel stronger just by reading your emails. One year of our relationship, is the best year of my life. How can i ever thought i can let it go..i can't..and this time i won't. Your words really lighten up my day...with you i feel safe and strong. I know someone out there love me and never let anything harm me. You're my guardian angle. Anyway..i have a song for you..been quite some time i didn't give any song to you right? haha..here it is..
BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME - Celine Dion
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful, baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
Through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me, ooh, baby
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love, I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe, I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because
I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me, the tender wind that carried me
The light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you love me..
Yep..because you love me.. :-) Syam..you're such a wonderful person, i want you to be happy even without me. I know you deserve better..so, i will keep you close in my heart. Thanks for all your advise..i will love you forever, Ahmeed Qadry Hsyameer.. pastikan bintang kamu sentiasa bersinar.. @~
From me..
Ina
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